What's up Wednesday!
This is something I came up while planning out my blog week. Now that I know about link ups it may be cool to start a link up with it the future. Who knows. First I need to start writing a good blog and have more followers to get it passed around. Anyway today will be an actual journal of something personal that's going on in my life. Here goes!
My life has been totally hectic. I have a lot going on. I am in therapy and drug and alcohol counseling it's an on going event that will last a life time and sometimes it is extremely hard to follow through with. I don't like to do it every week but in order to stay positive and on the straight and narrow I must do it. So 3 times a week I go in for different groups. The reason it is hard for me is because I don't like leaving my house or being in a group. At times I feel like calling it off for whatever reason, and today I did that because I have a terrible headache. But even after a year of doing the right thing all the time I feel bad for not showing up and it makes me feel guilt. For an addict the feeling of guilt is a great risk. Thankfully I made it through the day but I must remember how I felt and when it is time for the next group I must remember to show up.
Another thing in my life is a new relationship. I started dating one of my friends a couple weeks ago. I accepted the idea of dating him with the intention that it would be fun to go out and do things with probably anyone. I never thought that I would be interested in anything more than a few dates. But 3 weeks later, a few fun dates and some hanging out at my place and even once his friends place, I now have opened up my mind to maybe going further with him. The talk we had a little while ago was a little intense but we shared with each other how we felt with each other. We didn't mention if we were going to go from seeing each other to being with each other like gf/bf or whatever but we both definitely are enjoying the time together and I think that we both are going to only see each other from now on. That's already been happening so it shouldn't be hard to do. Next week I guess I will update where it has gone from here.
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Jesyka Lynn
