5 for Five

I’m going to link up with 5 for Five because I finally seen it was still here or back or something last week and I really miss doing it.

I didn’t set any goals last week so let’s jump right in and set some for the week of November 4^th, 2013. OMG am I the only one surprised it’s November?

Goal #1 – Blog something, even if it’s only link-ups for a while. I gave up writing about 2 months ago but I shouldn’t have. If linking up is all I can manage for now, so be it.

Goal #2 – Work on organizing my new project, my BOS. Finally I figured out a way to scrapbook again. (I gave that up a few years ago)

Goal #3 – Start packing my house so I can move. No sense waiting till the very last minute.

Goal #4 – I finally got a Sponsor to help me with my addiction. I’m bad at calling people so my goal is to call her!

Goal #5 – And finally do the homework she assigned me to do.

Well that’s my 5 for Five, what’s yours? Check back next week to see how I did and check out my new goals.

Monday Mingling

Hello ladies, my name is Jesyka and I am linking up with Monday Mingling. I have been away for awhile and when I got back on last week I realized my normal link-up had disappeared so this week I decided to try another.
Lets see, what can I tell you about me? I am 30 something, live in southeastern OH, small town girly-o. I am into fixing computers, candle making, mixing essential oils, scrap-booking (although, it's been a long time), poetry and studying Psychology and Aromatherapy.

My blog is essentially to share my experience, strength and hope with others hoping that someone will find the right advice they may need, or just for them to know they are not alone. I have 3 different mental health issues that I deal with daily and I am also a recovering addict. I just want to share my story. Other than that I like linking-up and blogging about normal life experiences such as recipes, things I love, and my favorite one - how I lost weight! I also have newer blog for my poetry. I post one each week, so please check it out also if you like poetry.

And that is my introduction, now you know a lot about me and I can't wait to learn a lot about you. Join in on Monday Mingling!

What's Up Wednesday Wk 1

What's up Wednesday!

This is something I came up while planning out my blog week. Now that I know about link ups it may be cool to start a link up with it the future. Who knows. First I need to start writing a good blog and have more followers to get it passed around. Anyway today will be an actual journal of something personal that's going on in my life. Here goes!

My life has been totally hectic. I have a lot going on. I am in therapy and drug and alcohol counseling  it's an on going event that will last a life time and sometimes it is extremely hard to follow through with. I don't like to do it every week but in order to stay positive and on the straight and narrow I must do it. So 3 times a week I go in for different groups. The reason it is hard for me is because I don't like leaving my house or being in a group. At times I feel like calling it off for whatever reason, and today I did that because I have a terrible headache. But even after a year of doing the right thing all the time I feel bad for not showing up and it makes me feel guilt. For an addict the feeling of guilt is a great risk. Thankfully I made it through the day but I must remember how I felt and when it is time for the next group I must remember to show up.

Another thing in my life is a new relationship. I started dating one of my friends a couple weeks ago. I accepted the idea of dating him with the intention that it would be fun to go out and do things with probably anyone. I never thought that I would be interested in anything more than a few dates. But 3 weeks later, a few fun dates and some hanging out at my place and even once his friends place, I now have opened up my mind to maybe going further with him. The talk we had a little while ago was a little intense but we shared with each other how we felt with each other. We didn't mention if we were going to go from seeing each other to being with each other like gf/bf or whatever but we both definitely are enjoying the time together and I think that we both are going to only see each other from now on. That's already been happening so it shouldn't be hard to do. Next week I guess I will update where it has gone from here.

Thanks for stopping by, reading, commenting, subscribing, and following. Come check me out on other social networks and check out everything else I have to offer. Hope you enjoy. Many blessings and love.

Jesyka Lynn