Happy New Year 2014

So I looked to see how long it has been since I wrote a post, Dec 2^nd. Over a month and even longer than that since I wrote anything meaningful. Today I am going to tell you why it is important to go to the doctor when you are sick. And first I am going to confess that I still haven’t gone. I am going to go when the temperature begins to rise again though. And yes I still need to go. I have been sick since Dec 24^th. That’s 13 days. 4 of those days I lied in bed unable to move. I could’ve even get up to find the phone to call 911. I couldn’t do anything for myself and yes I wish I could say that I actually had someone to make decisions and advocate for me but I didn’t so every day since those 4 I have said if I don’t get better by tomorrow, I’ll go to the ER. Well I keep putting it off because I have gotten better. I actually feel normal, cleaning and doing laundry, watching T.V. and now writing. But I am not normal by any means. 13 days later and still the only thing I have held down is 3 Jello cups, 1 yesterday and 2 today. I can’t even get myself to eat because the smell and taste of everything except orange jello, why orange? Cherry isn’t feasible so I don’t know. Everything tastes rancid, horrible, like I wonder if I will ever enjoy food again after this? I went to my neighbors yesterday so she could feed me mashed potatoes. I ate them by stuffing and swallowing only to later puke it up. Today I couldn’t even stomach ice cream. And I weighed myself, I lost 12 pounds. One pound each day. I don’t mind the weight loss of course but the way it was done really scares me now. Now I want nothing more than to head to the ER and find out what’s wrong with me. I am frightened that something terrible happened to my brain those 4 days I lay here feeling like I was dying. I even lose coordination of my limbs for two days. What if I really messed something up or had a deadly virus. Whatever it was, it still is. I need to get myself treated. Why the heck would everything smell dead?? Good thing out of this, I’ve quit smoking. So for my resolution I hope to stay stopped once I am better.

5 for Five

#1 Have a great Thanksgiving, and I hope you all do the same.

#2 Buy the charger for my Galaxy, not having it is killing me. I tried but Walmart didn't have it, so it's ordered from Thankful Amazon

#3 Talk to a few people in my family, after all it’s a holiday. I just hung out with my friend family and sent a few texts.

#4 Work on BOS project I’ve got going on. Nope, too dang busy with the holiday.

#5 Blog. perhaps about my holiday. My boyfriend and I are throwing it together at the last minute. You can read my Grateful blog here

and now for my 5 for Five today.
1. stay sober
2. love a lot
3. write a sexy blog, i got one in mind
4. be happy
5. stress less

Lets see how I do, and how you do too. Thanks for reading.

5 for Five

Well Happy Thanksgiving my lovies. I can’t believe this year is almost over. Yeah I’m a day behind but I am certainly not missing 5 for Five. So for last week and how I did. Green for completion, red for failure.

Goal #1 – Pack unneeded items, seriously. I did clear out some trash. J

Goal #2 – Arrange my living room with room to stack the boxes since the furniture I sold will be out today.

Goal #3 – Clean my house, thoroughly.

Goal #4 – Finish the Scrivener Tutorial and import my BOS files.

Goal #5 – Buy a new charger for my Galaxy. (It’ll be my 3^rd one, L)

Now this weeks 5 awesome goals

#1 Have a great Thanksgiving, and I hope you all do the same. J

#2 Buy the charger for my Galaxy, not having it is killing me.

#3 Talk to a few people in my family, after all it’s a holiday.

#4 Work on BOS project I’ve got going on.

#5 Blog. perhaps about my holiday. My boyfriend and I are throwing it together at the last minute.

Thanks for stopping by and checking out my goals. Please subscribe, follow or whatever it is you do.

Thanks lovies.