Well its been awhile since I've wrote anything. I guess I have a few ideas, I'll kinda try not to get to specific on any one thing. I really need to brainstorm alittle. My thoughts have been all over the place the past few months, mainly because I had a lot of stress going on and partly because I was manic, and jesus when my mind gets like that it is impossible to put anything into an order of any sorts. I guess thats what brainstorming and free writing is for. :)
So of course with all the stress going on, I have lots of things to talk about. Especially since I have turned it all around. Yep thats right, I have been working extra hard on life. Also I read an awesome book on turning things around. The book is about letting go of love and acceptance. Absolutely amazing, but I guess I'm going to leave that to another post because it definitely deserves it very own page.
Other things that have happened is that I have now been single for 4 months. Yep thats right, 120 days today. And as scared as I was I now have a great appreciation for independence and a inner love for myself. At the beginning of that time I had a relapse of mental health issues and I had a wonderful hospitalization. Yes it was wonderful, the staff thought me so much on how to do the best I can in life and I actually listened whole heartedly for the very first time. Things are amazing in my life today and my next goal is to organize everything so I can share my experiences with you.
Summarized I am going to start with talking about The Work, then I am going to talk about relationships and why you dont need them and signs that they are unhealthy from the beginning, then alittle about obsession and how to break the bond you feel that you have, mental health issues and how to manage them, isolation and how to venture out little by little, and the amazing holistic ways I have discovered that are working hard in my life right now.
Wow, thats a big list, I better get started soon. Thanks for reading, be sure to subscribe and check me out on Facebook if you'd like, www.facebook.com/iamjasminerayne .
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