OMG.Like I am seriously too fucking obsessed with stuff. I mean shit, I wanted to print some stuff at midnight and here I am at 4 am still trying to figure out how to fix my printer. I used to be good at this kinda thing but this is totally beyond me. I cannot figure it out. But it's crazy because I know any sane person would have said o'well, I'll have someone look at it later, as in tomorrow or a few days and went to bed completely fine. However I have to deal with this insanity every stickin day. I am so sick of it, my boyfriends sick of it, the kids are suffering from it also, I'm sure. And for some reason I get like this everyday. What the hell is going on. I cannot start a project with out finishing it and 2 or 3 others. I know many people would be thrilled and see that as an asset but I don't. I can't. 4 hours of doing absolutely nothing in the middle of the night just to print stuff FOR THE HELL OF IT is fucking insane. Someone please help. And for the next few days I think I'll keep a journal of sorts of what I do and how much time I put into it. Just to recap yesterday, I made a whole operating business website. In one day! And I did everything else I normally do. Today I am going to blog about turning your negative qualities into positive assets to see if somehow I can turn this around.
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